Thursday, February 19, 2009

Finally I know

They finally resolved my strike duty assignment. I will be working in DALLAS in the finance department, resolving billing issues. I will get to sleep in my own bed! I will be using really, really old software that is hard to use, but I don't care. I am very happy about this!

As the 21st approaches, I am getting more and more withdrawn. It is Karen's anniversary. I am grateful I have an assignment to teach the Older Singles FHE lesson, otherwise I probably would just stay home alone. I am going to teach about evidences of the Book of Mormon.

My thinking has become very slowed, and my level of awareness has really dropped. I am clumsy, escpecially with my hands - I drop things and knock things over as I move my arms around. The Anxious feeling has gotten much worse, so I have started taking anti-anxiety meds duing the day. I have started using the alpha=Stim again to see if that gives me more clarity of thought. It was pretty bad yesterday.

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