Sunday, June 23, 2013

LDS Loose End

I found a Loose End in LDS doctrine today while I slept.  Heavenly Father is said to be able to have spirit children forever.  

But what about the spirit chuildren born after the war in heaven, when do they get a chance to choose a side?

There is a teaching of Joseph Smith that Jesus will return and declare the work finished, meaning that the judgement of mankind will begin.  WHat about the spirit children born to Heavenly father after this declaration.

Will these spirits get bodies?   Will these spirits share in the atonement of Jesus Christ?  

Will the atonement be automatically applied like it is for thise who died before eight years old?  IF so, doesn't that limit the number of Heavenly Father's children who will become Gods?

Or does Heavenly Father not give birth to spirit children forever, but instead stops at some point.

This isn't important, it is just a loose end.   I find it interesting that there is a looose end. 

Thursday, June 20, 2013

weakness and health

Since my last episode of FLash Pulmonary Edema, my strength was gone and is slowly coming back.   Each day is a small improvement.  It is scary to drive.

My doctor says it is the multiple changes made to my drugs that are causing this.  I think the main thing is dehydration.  I pee out large amounts multiple times a day, much more than I take in. 

My legs were carrying a lot of water, and there is some still there.  But I do see a difference.   Most of the edma is in my legs, so the dehydration makes my legs weak, like taking air out of a balloon which has stretched.   THe balloon seems limp afterward, and so I limp on both legs (that's a joke for those who can't read me).

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Rest and voices

IT is beginning again already.  I am having trouble sleeping because of work.  But there is something new.   I hear things that aren't there when I awaken at night.   It is hard to describe.

My cales are swollen with fluid, very tight and uncomfortable.

I hope the technician calls me tomorrow.

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

I awake every night in the mid AM

I now know why I wake up in the AM each night.   It is fear.   The last 2 times I went to the hospital, I had gurgling in my lungs.   I am waking up to do a gurgling check.

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Raindrops

Raindrops is the name of a game in luminosity.com. I do OK in the game, but have difficulty with something surprising.   It presents me with simple math problems: addidion, subtraction, multiplication and division.   The problem is - I mis-read the symbol. that tells you which to do.  I misread the -  for +.  and I misread the x for +. 

Maybe I just like the + better than the others

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

3D Printing

I am wearing a TENS unit again.  It helps when I can't take the stronger pain meds.

3D Printing is not the answer.  It has the worst carbon footprint.  The Grid caNNOT MEET THE DEMAND THAT THERE WILL BE IF EVERYONE HAD ONE. 


Friday, May 10, 2013

REmedy

Using Melotonin & Sleepytime Celestial Seasonings tea (Chamomile), I was able to fall asleep pretty fast and stayed asleep.  I woke up with a fast mind and very slow fingers