An important aspect of my project at work has stopped working. It is not a coding issue. The tool or my laptop has changed in some way that refuses to let that technology work. I have spent 4 days, and canot identify it. It makes me look and feel incompetent.
I ate bakery sweets on Valentines day - too many, The sugar low gave me a long sleep - too long. I had mis-managed my meds again, and ran out of Ambien. So sleep was difficult. I finalloy got some yesterday, and then I forgot to take my bedtime meds. I woke up at 1 AM in great pain.
The anniversary of Karen's passing is this week. My thopughts are lonely and dark. I am getting depressed. The only thing that helped was the game Pirate 101. I had stopped paying for several weeks.
I am now wearing thigh length compression stockings to control pain. Which means I can only get foot massages on the weekend.
Most weekends I just sleep all day both days. Part of this could also be Seasonal Affectiveness disorder. This is a transition period wear the amount of blue light reaching the ground is increasing each day. It is the transition period that are the worst.
My doctor won't increase the amount of Vitamin D.. I am taking 5000 IU. Many of my firneds are taking more than twice that.
My insurance will only support 5.0 mg of Testoerone a day, but it isn't enough to bring my testosterone level within the normal range. I guess I will just have to investigate how to get more naturally.
I have found the peanut buttter I can use to mix with Spirulina. It is made in Williamsburg, Virginia, which is a city re-enacting how life was in the COlonial operiod. The PB is soupy and has no additives, not even salt. It is expensive.
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