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I can't cintinue klike this
I am hungry, but the tiought of eating is disgusting.
I can't keep my attention on anything.
Nothing is interesting.
I can only sleep for a few hours.
I have no energy to do anything.
None of my prescribed drugs are working

I sleep, I get up, I try to pee, but nothing happens.
I ploay with the dog, I try the internet
then I lay down again.

I have done this cycle 3 times alreaqdy.

How am I going to worki tomorrow.

I keep imagining that I am going to be fired tomorrow

One thing is certain.
Once that spinal cord stimulaotr is back in my body,
I have to get as far away from AT&T as I can
It's killing me