CLOSER TO A SOLUTION

Last weekend, it took 2 days to got to defecate.   The buildup of pressure is due tothe pain increase as the feces nears the exit.  The damage to my lumbar can feel this pressure.  Sadly, I cannot feel it until it is a lot of pressure.   So I only can feel it once it is bad.

I have tried forcing the feces out with pills that cause gas, but the gas just seeps around the feces.

It took me several hours to prepare.  I took pain meds all day, timeing the intervals, while trying often to get some of it out.   Finally I found a new show on netflix that distracted me enough that my anus relaxed, and I was Able to force it out. 

I grabbed the handles to the support frame I have over my toilet that I got when I had my hips replaced, and gritted my teeth, stood up sliglhtly, and tighened with all I had in me.

I yelled this time, but did nto scream like last time. There was no blood this time.

Twice now, it clogs my toilet completely, and requires a plumber.

THe feces isn't hard. It is pliable. Thye problem is that there is so much, and it is sticky. The consistency is a bit firmer than potter's clay.

 I put on protective gloves, and only put a little of the feces in the toilet bowl.  I broke it up into pieces.  It broke naturally into plushy spheres in one inch diameter.  I only put 5 in, and it plugged the toilet comletey.

I had 3 times as much feces left over toget rid off.   I out it in a bucket, and ran hot water over it.  I massaged the feces, and it slowly leeched into the water.  IT took 2 hours to complete this task and clean up.

I am going to add much more stool softener to my water supply.
And I am going to ask for more cortisone shots in the tail bone, so the pain won't be so bad, and the pressure won't build up so much.

It has been a few hours since I defacated, and my lumbar is still stinging.